All these weeks, in my attempts to concentrate on my work, i kind of shut music out from my life because it distracts me. Didn't realise how dead i am without it. maybe this place just isn't for me, i feel so trapped doing things i'm not inclined towards. I like the people in school, I like what I'm studying even though i'm not particularly good at it. But there are things i'm happier doing and this really isn't it. i can't seem to find my motivation, or my drive, or anything. not at all. It's not that I can't do these things. I just can't seem to clear my mind, to get myself to concentrate on nothing but these words in front of me that actually have such amazing content.


because this is just too special